Stage 4 Lung Cancer with Metastasized Brain Cancer
In the past few months this problem keeps getting worse; stumbling; shaking in left leg to the point I cannot walk I am anxious and afraid all of time. I have fallen so much my body looks like a professional fighter had a beef with me. I think today it is finally hitting home that this is going to kill me. I don't like this one bit. I feel cheated. I have a 2 year old granddaughter and grandson on the way. I was diagnosed December 2,1022. I had a round of radiation and two gamma knife procedures. I am also on Immunotherapy. I have test, scans. my dr is not very frorthgiving I leave my appointments knowing less than when I go in. My next treatment I meet my new Dr. hoping he's a keeper. Well, thank you for reading my saga.
I hate you are going thru this. Praying your new doctor will be more forthcoming with information.
Hi
, I'm echoing what said... I'm so sorry you're going through this. It's absolutely understandable to feel anxious, afraid, and deeply cheated when your body is struggling so much, especially with your precious granddaughter and new grandson on the way. That's an incredibly heavy burden to carry. Know that I am thinking of you during this challenging time. It's so frustrating that your doctor hasn't been more helpful. I hope your new doctor gives you the support you deserve.
Thank you for sharing your story. What you're experiencing is a lot to handle, and your feelings are completely valid. You are not alone.
-Sarah (LungCancer.net Team)Hi
, sending (((hugs))), love and light. I hate hearing that doctors are treating patients like this. No one wants to feel on uncertain ground. I hope the new doctor is 180 degrees different, collaborative and willing to share information. Please let us know how it goes. - Warmly, Donna (Team Member)
well they have decided to take me off all treatment and just let it ride out. That gives me great frustration and confusion. How long am I looking at. Just an estimate would be nice. I have things going on in my life that I would like to plan for. A grandson in March and my already granddaughter. I am on hospice now but I don't know why if they are not going to do scans and follow-ups. Not saying this in a scary way but I would like it to just be over. Every day Is a new ache or complaint and now, it seems as though radiation has deteriorated my teeth and gums. I am looking at oral surgery in a week or so. So that's fun!I have lost all of my front bottom teeth but what is left has to be cut out. Then they will decide on what kind of replacement I am going to use. This has been going on 3 years now. I didn't expect I would last this long. Thanks for listening and understanding. Every day my husband asks me how I feel and I try not to be snarky but most days I feel bad. Same as yesterday. BUT! today I am going to have a good day. it's cold out, I have no where to be. I will try and get some things done with plenty of rest during the day. Hope you have a nice day wherever you are. We are expecting an ice storm. What make people think they can drive in snow and ice. Just a parting thought., oh gosh - is this your new doctor's decision? If not, when do you get to see them? I'm sending big, warm, encompassing ((((hugs)))). I know that this adds to the sad/confused/falling feeling.
It's okay to feel snarky. It's okay to tell your husband that's how you feel and that you need a hug- that might be healing for both of you.
I'm sending love and light to both of you, in support of your good day. I hope it is spectacular, full of love and some smiles that touch you down to your heart. - Warmly, Donna (Team Member)
