I try to think all is well until I'm told it's not and then deal with the options at that time. I was so incredibly scared when I was first diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer and wasted many a day living in fear then decided I wanted to live with purpose every day I got to have and enjoy life. Also, I don't read my results until I'm heading into get them from my oncologist. I don't know what he does and may see impending doom when in fact it may just be a bump in the road that we can navigate.